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Forum Rules & Info / Re: Post Rankings
« on: September 21, 2018, 20:44:50 »
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Website News Archive / Re: Mod Archive is back
« on: September 16, 2018, 23:01:21 »
Always had this problem, couldnt keep rebooting to find the problem \o/ too much downtime and no remote assist. Glad you found it and fixed it, good job.
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Look what I made! / Re: q qq qqq
« on: August 11, 2018, 04:05:55 »
>_> well that was quite bloopy nice beat & bending work
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Website News Archive / TMA funding paid up for 2 years in advance
« on: December 16, 2016, 10:44:53 »
Since nobody posted this important news; I just like to say my legacy leaves you with two years without needing to do a fund raising drive. Paid up in advance; some donations went towards it, the remainder was contributed by my wife and myself.
Have a good future. I expect to be able to see my own mods stuff decades from now!
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Website News Archive / Re: Site restored to working!
« on: December 16, 2016, 10:38:50 »
Thanks! Librisness. I officially changed my name; I hate PTSD and this is why I officially changed it to my real name. Red-Ruby Rae (T.)
Ruby is my partner's second name. Everything for a reason. But I lost my hands in the process of doing too much work in such short time for not only Ericsson, HP, Netmatch, but also the countless Demosceneprojects as well as TMA. I got the worst. I have had to give up on my music dreams; why? sad story is; most of the ppl in TMA IRC deliberately hated on my music; ridiculed me and essentially that cost me my dreams. After all the work; getting screwed out of my hands by the work; and feeling worthless because THEY (even gopher) never showed any form of support other than "heh" or "meh"; it discouraged me over the course of 17 years to never believe in my musical abilities.
For this; I will never be able to forgive the community. Aside from that; the hate that poured from this community instead of supporting me in my time of need; after everything I had achieved - accusations of delusions of grandeur were wholey undeserved; and as such - I will always have a bitter resentment for those that whilst putting me down, went ahead and got exactly what they wanted in life.
I always evelvated people; but nothing ever came back the other way.
Always.
As such; not only is the RAMPANT homophobia and disrespect for my achievements & work overlooked; it is actively promoted by some individuals still in the community. You can point to those individuals should you want to place blame for me finally giving up with you all and leaving.
Honestly; it used to be my passion; they made it my poison; and despite being in recovery for 4 years I have attempted suicide 4 times (including jumping). That is what the demoscene ultimately did for me and my poor loving wife Ilona.
Mod Archive left a legacy in my life that I never want anything to do with again. That is not spite; I just had to start to learn to say NO, and stand up for myself.
On a side note; if you continute to use Espernet IRC network you are complicit in a network-level Espernet policy breach and that is something that makes a network untrustworthy - not only that but also emotionall abusive. I now give what I get, so excuse me while I say- so long, but thanks for absolutely nothing. Many of you will never know true love. That so sad, I have had someone watch over this entire thing; and she supports me in my decision to sever connections with the community which took everything and gave so little back.
Adios.
What goes around comes around. Eventually. Some of you are due.
Ruby is my partner's second name. Everything for a reason. But I lost my hands in the process of doing too much work in such short time for not only Ericsson, HP, Netmatch, but also the countless Demosceneprojects as well as TMA. I got the worst. I have had to give up on my music dreams; why? sad story is; most of the ppl in TMA IRC deliberately hated on my music; ridiculed me and essentially that cost me my dreams. After all the work; getting screwed out of my hands by the work; and feeling worthless because THEY (even gopher) never showed any form of support other than "heh" or "meh"; it discouraged me over the course of 17 years to never believe in my musical abilities.
For this; I will never be able to forgive the community. Aside from that; the hate that poured from this community instead of supporting me in my time of need; after everything I had achieved - accusations of delusions of grandeur were wholey undeserved; and as such - I will always have a bitter resentment for those that whilst putting me down, went ahead and got exactly what they wanted in life.
I always evelvated people; but nothing ever came back the other way.
Always.
As such; not only is the RAMPANT homophobia and disrespect for my achievements & work overlooked; it is actively promoted by some individuals still in the community. You can point to those individuals should you want to place blame for me finally giving up with you all and leaving.
Honestly; it used to be my passion; they made it my poison; and despite being in recovery for 4 years I have attempted suicide 4 times (including jumping). That is what the demoscene ultimately did for me and my poor loving wife Ilona.
Mod Archive left a legacy in my life that I never want anything to do with again. That is not spite; I just had to start to learn to say NO, and stand up for myself.
On a side note; if you continute to use Espernet IRC network you are complicit in a network-level Espernet policy breach and that is something that makes a network untrustworthy - not only that but also emotionall abusive. I now give what I get, so excuse me while I say- so long, but thanks for absolutely nothing. Many of you will never know true love. That so sad, I have had someone watch over this entire thing; and she supports me in my decision to sever connections with the community which took everything and gave so little back.
Adios.
What goes around comes around. Eventually. Some of you are due.
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Website News Archive / Site restored to working!
« on: October 31, 2016, 06:45:26 »*breathe*
Site works again. Data center are hands-on looking into why their switch is messing with the server's MAC address and making it fail to recover after a power outage.
I repaired the database which was corrupted by the outage.
My hands hurt but you're worth it.
I had also had a road crash so my spine and head isn't too good right now.
This is more or less a good bye from me as I have handed over everything to Saga;
I have revoked my paypal address so any further donations won't work until he has his set up;
The server is secured for another billing cycle - I will be paying the bill in advance to ensure continuity - according to the data center; this will be fine.
Your mothers slippers is not an insult; its the holy ground upon which she walked. Blessed ground. In dedication to my mom; modarchive.org was here and mine for a while.
*tears*
I still love everyone; but nobody loves me except for my beautiful life partner Ilona who has watched this site rip me to shreads; it is about time. So long and thanks for being the best oldskool party on the planet.
- m0d aka Red-Ruby and I have had many many many aliases.
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Website News Archive / Re: Recruiting
« on: October 31, 2016, 06:38:12 »
Good news everyone!
I needed to make sure this site would be passed on to the person who was most suitable; and Saga is the one. He has 10 years to build a new site. Go for it kid; make us all proud.
Meanwhile; I am resigning fully; I have MAJOR stuff to do in life and I am sorry I cannot be here with you any more; if course I still want my mods now and then. But now; I gave the keys to my padwan Saga; he has been treated like shit on purpose; lessons needed to be learned and this was the only way to get it across the terrible language and cultural barrier.
HE SHOULD recruit you ALL into the screening system; ya'll know what shit is and isn't. So there.
Live long and prosper; now that I can bring to a close this (extremely toxic) piece of my life; I have had a shit life; really shit. I am sorry you did not see through to support me but that is what it is; you're users! Keep on using! \o/
I needed to make sure this site would be passed on to the person who was most suitable; and Saga is the one. He has 10 years to build a new site. Go for it kid; make us all proud.
Meanwhile; I am resigning fully; I have MAJOR stuff to do in life and I am sorry I cannot be here with you any more; if course I still want my mods now and then. But now; I gave the keys to my padwan Saga; he has been treated like shit on purpose; lessons needed to be learned and this was the only way to get it across the terrible language and cultural barrier.
HE SHOULD recruit you ALL into the screening system; ya'll know what shit is and isn't. So there.
Live long and prosper; now that I can bring to a close this (extremely toxic) piece of my life; I have had a shit life; really shit. I am sorry you did not see through to support me but that is what it is; you're users! Keep on using! \o/
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Website News Archive / Re: Recruiting
« on: October 26, 2016, 08:53:06 »sent you a pm before i saw this.
user id is 69422
Welcome aboard you have the permission to start screening you will find it from the main menu and the area should be fairly self-explanatory; I recommend you use Xm play because you can import playlists directly for quick screening.
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Website News Archive / Re: Recruiting
« on: October 26, 2016, 08:37:22 »
Nope; Saga has been put on administrative leave for insubordination; I will get around to doing maintenance when I have the time; read my profile on the main site for any underlying reasons you might want to find out about. I'm not too bothered about supporting the community anymore; heh; bigots here don't you know? I built this place. Not him. When I have time to train and recruit new people I will do that; for the meantime everything will be slow and I don't give a single shit; no offense intended towards you for generously offering. Karma is one heck of a bitch; ain't it fellas?
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Feedback & Suggestions / Re: Member Level System?
« on: September 27, 2016, 22:53:35 »
I don't want more people participating here. I think they are the cancer of the internet TBH.
The system already exists; just has no uses (so its a good idea; but meh) You want rewarding for doing nothing but sharing your (asshole) opinion with the rest of the world. You get no privilege here unless you've /done/ something. ;-)
The system already exists; just has no uses (so its a good idea; but meh) You want rewarding for doing nothing but sharing your (asshole) opinion with the rest of the world. You get no privilege here unless you've /done/ something. ;-)