Alright, since you allow for anyting to be asked, let me ask a rather uncomfortable question to you.
When you decided to quit your online presence and consequentially quit being a TMA admin and all that, why didn't you inform anyone on the staff team? All you did was make a "Game Over" thread the day after you quit and left without any further notice or word. Why did you choose to keep the rest of the team in the dark about all this?
I apologize for not telling the rest of the staff team earlier. I just had lacked the mental energy to tell them. My mental health issues have gotten bad, I couldn't really bother to tell the rest. Although I did say in the TMA Discord server (main channel, IIRC) that I was no longer going to be active few days before I left. Either that, or because I forgot to do so, and I once again apologize. I guess that is all.