. ray ii
. rs3 of phluid, audio alliance, and possibly labsound
. and possibly labsound.com
darkhalo, hysteria, aeon, wooga, iddy, #trax crew
skyline, elpaco, lasombra, #traxinspace crew
kneko, bibby, protocol, patientzero, troll, phluid crew
karl, ryan, garrett, chris, carl, doug, shervin
anyone and everyone with a head atop their shoulders and a good heart
triad_shinra.org . text
straybullet_andrewvernon.com . text
lunartriad_netscape.net : attachments/html
you think killing yourself is the answer?
do you honestly believe that a route so selfish and cowardly is the right
one to take?--a road so traveled, so beaten, that the undiscovered
country that is death is likely to be properly catalogued and documented
and observed in painstaking detail?
who are you kidding?
you yourself frowned upon acts of supposed cowardice. perhaps you didn't
know what a coward was--that you yourself were a coward but accused
others of such acts.
self-inflicted execution is an act of not only selfishness and cowardice;
it is also an act of hopelessness. nobody can have faith in you at such
i always saw it as a cry for help... some poor soul with the gun to his
head, tears in his eyes, a choked and impaired voice screaming for
someone--anyone--or anything to bring them a reason to be, to live, to
carry on; that living in this world, living in this time is so difficult
that they see no way to survive it.
it may be a way of weeding out the weak; it may even be an act to further
support darwin's theory of evolution... but it's a waste of potential
talent, of kindness... of humanity.
people have been equated to virii--creatures that spread, sap their
surroundings of resources, and move on, forever sustaining and growing
rapidly. they are not a global virus, however. they can learn, they can
grow inside; become creatures of culture and preservation instead of
habit and reproduction.
so why do you still want to die? have you lost faith in others? in what
the world has to offer someone of your potential? do you think this
world is a cold, hurtful place? or do you just not like yourself?
change yourself. change the world around you. change others.
rs3 / ph / aa / ls
march 13, 2000
(a belated birthday
present for mom. :)