Print

[Serk]

I've had a snippet of a MOD in my head for over 20 years and can't find the song. It was written by a British MOD writer, wanna say early to mid 90's, it was written in memorial of a friend of the writer's suicide, but I don't think it has "suicide" in the title (I've searched on that, that'd be too easy.)

The music was soft, piano based I believe, and periodically a voice would softly whisper the word "suicide" in the song.

I had corresponded with the author at the time, and loved most of his other words, would like to rediscover who this was so I could find their other works as well as the music I can't get out of my head.

Thank you for any pointers or help in my quest!!!

[Saga Musix]

It's probably not what you are looking for but everything apart from the suicide thing Agony (Intro) seems to be very close.

[Serk]

Thank you, that was a very beautiful song, but definitely not the one I'm thinking of... I'll keep questing for my grail...

Thanks!

[Axxy]

What about Mourning by Bit Arts...

https://modarchive.org/index.php?request=view_by_moduleid&query=52499

Doesn't say about the suicide but it might have from the demo or music disk it came from, it seems to ring a bell back in the day...

[Serk]

Thank you Axxy, another beautiful piece of music, but not the other I was after...

I appreciate the searching!

[Axxy]

https://modarchive.org/index.php?request=view_by_moduleid&query=47899

https://modarchive.org/index.php?request=view_by_moduleid&query=124276

Both by U4ia..

[Serk]

https://modarchive.org/index.php?request=view_by_moduleid&query=47899

https://modarchive.org/index.php?request=view_by_moduleid&query=124276

Both by U4ia..

THANK YOU!!!!! It wasn't either of those, but it WAS U4ia, and that was the hint I needed to track it down. If anyone's curious, this was the tune I was after (Although I loved most of U4ia's work, I'm having a nice trip down memory lane today going through his other works!)

https://modarchive.org/index.php?request=view_by_moduleid&query=44959

(Yeah, it's not as soft and mild as I remembered, but that's definitely the tune I've been questing for. SO glad to have that ear bug itch scratched!)

[Saga Musix]

Compared to his other stuff it's still rather "soft" I guess... Glad you could find what you were after.