mindscape 4 -5.48 (ic-msc4.it)

  i suppose this could be called emo-core... i've been listening to
sunny-day real-estate lately... godspeed, you black emperor, as well...
  composed in memory of those i love and those i've loved who did not or
do not realize that i love/loved them... it's a sad sad world... people
should learn to open their eyes and accept a form of reality instead of
bathe in their own little universe and cause themselves pain over and over
again until they can't take it anymore... i'm tired of having pain thrown
upon me like it is... perhaps one day i'll be free of these chains... one
day my life will take a turn for the good instead of it taking large fecal
releases upon my head as per usual... oh well... i've learned to cope with
it and everyone else can too... i seriously begin to question the use of
medicines with conditions such as 'depression' or 'bi-polar' syndrome... i
could very easily say that i have a terrible depression problem and could
perhaps even be on the edge of bi-polar... but i don't take medicine and i
have managed to kill the beast over the course of a lot of stupidity and
painful decisions... if i can do it, so can everyone else...
  sorry, i felt like ranting... i tend to stay way too closed off from the
rest of the world, and i suppose it's a bit more personal to vent some
thoughts i've been having lately to the listener... considering that my
thoughts are the things that trigger my music... hope you've enjoyed this
song, because i enjoyed making it... it's about 2 hours of work in my
life, so don't look your gifthorse in the mouth, CONTACT ME WITH YOUR
IDEAS AND OPINIONS AND FEEDBACK! - idResponse_hotmail.com
  based off of a chord progression i began playing on guitar a bit back...
this song was created the night of november 30, 1999...
pure inspiration, for once... i'm very pleased... samples from galahad,
evil seed, and some other metalmod.org stuff...
 and regarding the seattle WTO incident... my friend was beaten and
arrested by the police because he accidentally bumped into one of the
cops... i will not stand for this injustice anymore...

1999.11.30
matt "subliminal" friedly
http://listen.to/subliminallabs
idResponse_hotmail.com

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k hat
k sm
k sm hat
snare hat
hat
snare rim hat
kick crash
bell
crash big
ohat
TomT
feedbacking
FINEGUIT.SMP
nice guitar
strings
pizz
Cchord1.iff
Crunch1.iff
Cchord2.iff
Crunch2.iff
bass
weeowowowow
wahhhhw
 String Bass hit
 High Violin Hit
 Marching Snare (hit)
 Marching Snare (roll)
 Timpani 2
 Kettle Drum
 Rain
 Thunder Crash
 Brass Ensemble
orchestra&brass&kettle
Rain
 Horn
 String Bass
 Cello Section
mute
open
Amen1.wav
Amen2.wav
Amen3.wav
Amen4.wav
 Elguitar lead
002.wav
 Gong 1
k
k hat
k sm
k sm hat
snare hat
hat
snare rim hat
kick crash
bell
crash big
ohat
TomT
feedbacking
FINEGUIT.SMP
nice guitar
strings
pizz
Cchord1.iff
Crunch1.iff
Cchord2.iff
Crunch2.iff
bass
weeowowowow
wahhhhw
 String Bass hit
 High Violin Hit
snare
snare.roll
 Timpani 2
 Kettle Drum
 Rain
dunno where the samples
 Brass Ensemble
orchestra&brass&kettle
Rain
 Horn
 String Bass
 Cello Section
mute
open
Amen1.wav
Amen2.wav
Amen3.wav
Amen4.wav
 Elguitar lead
deep.ass.bass
 Gong 1
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mindscape 4            -=
=-            "spiraling"
composed by       -=-=-=-
matt 'subliminal' friedly

completed 1999.12.2
two nights of hard work

and the series of raw
emotion poured into sound
is continuing yet again.

thank you for listening.

i guarantee an mp3
version of this song with
full studio effects and
a much cleaner sound will
be available for your ear
to munch on eventually...
perhaps...
seeya...

listen.to/subliminallabs/
idresponse_hotmail.com